i wonder sometimes

So, I wonder sometimes how we allow the little things to distract us from the big picture.... I know that I do...all the time.  It is hard to stay focused when everything around me is crazy and off beat to what I am used to.  the goal is and would be to be myself through it all, but i must confess that i allow those little things to throw me for a loop.  is life really as complicated as we make it out to be, or do we just cause all the choas ourselves???  I definently wonder sometimes.  i desire to come to a place where I can just be me, and all that is going on around me can only make me stronger, more of who I am supposed to be.  I don't want to fight it....I see so many people struggling to keep it all together, for what???  sometimes it is good to just have a melt down, and shut off.  If we didn't then we would be bottled up messes.  i am so thankful to have my family who always keeps it real, even in the midst of craziness, they remind me to just go with it, we all loose it, we all get frustrated, but we have to learn to love through it.  At the end of the day is really is all about the love.  love you all.